Tuesday, May 5, 2015

An Unforgettable Journey in Lang 120: A Self-Evaluation of my work



            Language 120 class is an information literacy intensive course with three distinct student-learning outcomes. The main goal of the class is to help students develop their writing, critical thinking, and foundational skills for academic and other forms of public discourse. Throughout this course, students are expected to develop the three learning outcomes (SLOs). The three student-learning outcomes are to engage in critical inquiry and reflection, develop information literacy, and to communicate in rhetorically effective ways. There are three main projects that we worked on over the course of the semester, and each focused on one of the three learning outcomes more intensely than the other.
            Compare to the other two projects, project one helped me focus on SLO one at a deeper level. According to the rubric, the goal of SLO one is to help us discover and refine critical questions/problems and investigate them from multiple perspectives. Project one was a language and learning memoir, which required us to explore how language has shaped our view towards the world around us, and challenged us to discover a question and a way to answer that question. This project was my favorite assignment from this semester because I was able to critically reflect upon my experiences and discover something new about myself. The question I came up with was as to why I hated English. If it wasn’t for this assignment, I wouldn’t be able to answer that question in an ethical manner. Also, the first few reading assignments at the beginning of the semester such as “Shitty First Drafts” by Anne Lamott, “Lost in Translation” by Lera Boroditsky, “Storytelling, Narration, and the ‘Who I Am’ s Story” by Catherine ramsdell, and “Mother Tongue” by Amy Tan helped me accomplished project one by giving me a new perspective on language and writing.
            After project one was completed, we started reading The Rhetoric of Rhetoric by Wayne Booth. At the beginning of the semester, all I knew about rhetoric was a vague understanding about ethos, pathos, and logos. It was truly interesting and valuable to learn and discuss about the misconception when it comes to rhetoric, and its importance to effective communication. In second conversation paper I had a chance to analyze Wayne Booth’s book. Second conversational paper was challenging because it was my first time rhetorically analyzing and summarizing a book about rhetoric. It required me to access, and evaluate the text, which is part of SLO two. There were five different conversation papers we had to complete, and I believe they were very effective at helping us practice and achieve SLOs. Also, in practicing and achieving SLO two, project two was most effective compare to the other two projects. For project two, our task was to investigate a public discourse, by discovering, refining, and investigating a research question which relates to a specific public discourse that we chose to analyze in the third conversation paper. We had to research and create an annotated bibliography that investigates and help us answer our question. In a way, project two was set up to help us create project three. Project two and three was the most challenging project I’ve ever done in an English class. After the second conference with my Lang 120 professor, I was confused and stuck with my original research question I investigated. I couldn’t answer as to why my question is worthy of everyone’s attention, and I didn’t know what or how to create project three. Unfortunately, this was during the third exams for my three other classes. I ended up making a big mistake by not seeking help from professor Graves whom I know would help me if I just asked. I have a natural tendency to not show up for a class if I am not prepared, so I ended up missing classes as well. By the time everyone started his or her project three, I felt as if it was impossible for me to actually complete this last two project.
However, I managed to gather all my courage and asked for help by the time everyone else completed his or her projects and final portfolio. I am still amazed that I actually managed to complete and accomplished project two and three. After my meeting with professor graves, I revised my annotated bibliography, did some more research, revised my introduction and conclusion for project two. After finishing project two with a small changes to my original research question, project three was much easier to accomplished. I’ve never done such an intense and deep critical evaluation and integration of different sources like I did on project two. I believe I’ve tried and achieved SLO two and three in the process of completing the last two projects.  
In project three, I was challenged as to how I was going to present my research in a way that communicates most effectively to my audience. I had to rhetorically think about my choices in focus, structure, and style in which I am presenting my text. In project three, I focused mainly on communicating rhetorically effective ways, which is essentially SLO three. Although the last month of Lang 120 has been a very long and challenging journey for me, I am proud that I managed to complete the tasks that I thought was nearly impossible to accomplish. Lang 120 has not only taught me valuable lessons about writing, critical thinking, and rhetoric, it has also taught me a great life lesson. I have learned that I should never hesitate to ask for help, and I should always complete my task no matter how challenging it is. I will never forget the importance of rhetoric, how to write annotated bibliography, and how to present my idea effectively in an ethical manner.

Also, at the beginning of the semester, I have chosen intellectual autonomy trait as one of the essential intellectual traits to focus on throughout the semester. Intellectual autonomy trait is being able to control one's personal beliefs, value, and inferences and not be easily tamed. When I chose this trait, I did not know how to develop such a trait. Now, I’ve learned that by listening rhetorically, I believe I will be able to acquire that trait. I know for a fact that I will continue to pay close attention to the use of rhetoric in almost every communication and public discourse I come in contact with beyond this class and for a lifetime.